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Question.
Why is it every time I walk down the sidewalk, there's a huge ass coke bottle in my way?

Ah, god damn 3D chalk drawing hippies! Really, I am absolutely amazed by this. Have doubt? Then "check it out"!

Finding time

I have never wanted to be so normal in my entire life. Here's a question I'd like to be able to answer. How did you sleep last night? Sleep at night? What the fuck is wrong with you people? You are suppose to be up all night and sleep the days away! I honestly feel like I'm getting "sick" because of what I'm working. My brain hurts with all the thoughts I have crashing into one another in there about moving on to the next job. I don't know why I have so many thoughts about it. Maybe, it's because I'm disappointed in myself. I allow myself to be stuck. It would be different if I could move into something else, but I have tried. This place has no structure when it comes to in house movement. Basically it's who you blow, er um, know. I, am not all about that.

I'm about fucking working! Not being left to waste my fucking time. Oh you don't give a shit about me? Guess what, I don't give a shit about you. I use to. I came to work, stayed busy all night and smiled at the end of the day. Now, since I've had three years to see how the boat floats I realize hard work gets you just as much as the guy doing jackfuckingshit, nothing. No where to go. When it comes time for a raise, they toss me a quarter. Wow.

What do I see myself doing in 10 years? I have no clue. None. I know I won't be here. I can't be. If I am, I'd be robbing myself of even more life than I already am. I'm sure I'd find myself reading back over this and starting to sob. After that, perhaps I could beat myself silly with a hammer. Yea, that would be fun.

One last thought about work: Fuck 2 jobs. There's no fun being in an orgy when your sandwiched between two scank ass hoes.

I realize why I haven't been very regular with my blogging. I have no time to live! Here is a quick run down on life.

The house appears to be on track for closing between 12/27-1/15. Everything is going smoothly with getting the ex to sign all the need documents. The folks that were living there are now out and we get the keys back on Thursday. If the house actually does sell, I'm kissing two jobs good-bye.

Connor, now weighs 24lbs. He gots shots yesterday and I was not able to be there. That makes me feel like a bad daddy. Other than his increased level of babbling, nothing new to report. Oh, he did get christmas pictures taken. Such a handsome boy he is.

The baby girl is doing well too. She weighs 1lb 9 oz. Amazing what those ultrasound machines can tell you. "Sissypants" is about 26 weeks now. 14 weeks to go. Jesus, said like that you realize that is no time at all. We are still looking through the names. We had a couple names picked out without looking. I wanted to take some time to look through the names.

In closing, finding time is a hard thing to do.

Later.

I love you Julie.

Been a long time

Well, not that long. About a week I think. Might I suggest to you the song "Been a long time" by Black Label Society. Here's a clip of the song.

I am not trying to jinx myself, however my much documented "selling house" is as close as it's ever been to being sold. How close? Well, we signed a sales contract, and the buyer has placed a deposit (being held by a realtor). This isn't fool proof though, a couple of things still need to happen.

1. The ex needs to sign! Pure & simple. I sent her an email outlining everything. Gave her the contact info for the realtor involved. She sent a neutral reply. I couldn't make heads or tails of it. She has to talk to her lawyer. I can understand that I guess. I'm not sure what's going on there yet. I'll have a response tomorrow, so it was said. I just hope there's no bullshit coming. It's so close now. I can see the finish the line. Lets finish it...

2. The buyer has his house in line to sell. If for some reason it falls through, it pretty much shoots down our deal. The realtor handling this is also the one selling his house, and he said it looks good there. I did get an email from him today saying that closing by the 27th may not happen. I'd love to close that soon, as would the buyer but what can you do?

3. The McElhattan folks need to go bye-bye. I have already got my lawyer on this. All offical and what not. My wife spoke to the McElhattan folks today and they said they were going to try to be out by the 27th.

That is pretty much all that needs to happen. Every thing else I'm not worried about. It should all fall into place on it's own. I'm meeting with my lawyer Monday morning to update him on some things and he can fill me in on his happenings.

i can't just keep it at that! It seems that our little girl is putting to rest my sexy mama's concerns about her activity level. She has been quite active lately and it's only the beginning for Julie's beatings. I'm very excited about our little flip flopping girl. I've notice my excitement level increasing. I am giving Julie some of the credit for this. Her mood has changed. I can hear and see it in her. It's wonderful. Just sitting her thinking of both of my ladies brings me so much.

Don't get me started on Star Trek Legacy...

Later.

I love you Julie.

Crazy temp

I don't know about you red totters, but where I'm from 59 degrees on December 1st at 7:30 am is a little odd. I heard it may even hit 70 today. 70! Maybe it's global warming. I'm sure the way we abuse mother earth isn't too healthy for her. How do you think you'd feel if you were drinking a cup of tea or coffee that had shit in it? Not too good. It also could be the planet changing. I happen to believe personally it's both. I believe the planet is going through some kind of change. What living thing doesn't?

I really don't have much to say. I just got in from outside and felt the urge to write about how crazy the weather was.

Later.

I love you Julie.