What did you say?

I hope everyone is having a good time in make believe land today...

Me? I had fun working on the upstairs bathroom. I'm also, worrying about oil for the furnace...

Did you ever say something you regretted? I'm sure you have, hell I have. The thing that was said, was it ever a thing that made you choke on your shit covered shoe? Maybe it was not deliberate, but it was what you were thinking and meaning? Now I'm not sure if I've crossed that bridge myself. I think I may have had "that thing" said to me, by someone that I thought would never say something like that. Forgiving and forgetting is hard to do, when all you hear are echoes...

I'm jobless and it sucks. I can recall a time working two jobs so no one else would have to work one. I remember taking the chance on switching jobs so we would all be better off. Unfortunately, it didn't work out for the best. I remember making time, when all I wanted to do was sleep. The job hunt has been, very unsuccessful to this point. I know in time, something will come. It's been a little over a month now and my mind races with thoughts on this matter constantly. "What if this" and "What if that". I'm trying daily, don't ask me who else is.

As I look over my right shoulder I see my little girl passed out, looking so peaceful. She must love her daddy.

Later.

I love you Julie...